it’s less than three weeks before his second birthday, and we’re in two minds as to whether to organise something or not for the occasion.
big or small, a do will definitely take up a considerably amount of energy and effort! of course, i’d love to do something nice for him, coz mommy LOVES birthdays. 
but she’s been a little slack, and a lot of places she’s considered are already fully booked. (and remember that lovely multi purpose hall nearby? malay weddings galore the whole month, baby!)
and then there’s the current ‘climate’ of uncertainty shrouding the family where the birthday boy’s opa is concerned. even now with the foot problem out of the way (it’s a stump now, though i’ve never seen it myself – am too chicken to even have a peek!), he’s now not eating, not opening his eyes, and calling out to, err, ‘people of the past’, so to speak.
do we still go on with a celebration then, for our clueless kid’s sake? it’s kinda weird, but i don’t know. i still feel compelled to do something for the little one. if anything, it’ll bring some cheer to everyone. we could all use a bit of cake!
i mean, life goes on, right? or does that sound… callous and selfish? *scratches head*
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