a pregnant woman wearing heels is like a watermelon on toothpicks.

a (walking) disaster waiting to happen.

thankfully, i survived. (major feet cramps notwithstanding.)

***

and so it happened, late last night.

the acidic lava which has been churning and swirling for months within the inner cavity of mount hana’s stomach finally erupted.

it had been a generally miserable evening in the first place, with a lot of things going on, accumulatively turning me into a major grump. i don’t know why but EVERYTHING and EVERYONE simply annoyed me.

one, my body. despite the pleasant-enough dinner of bland soup and rice, i’d burped to no end, my stomach churned, the aftertastes made me gag.

two, the little one, as is usually the case on mondays, was like a wild monkey let out of its cage when we went to the neighbourhood malls after dinner, zooming here there and everywhere, making it impossible for me to get anything i was supposed to get.

three, there’s the maid #2 problem, which hopefully will be resolved with maid #3. once again, i wish like i’d wished a million times, that i could just leave the job and do the child caring thing my bloody self.

four, the dad’s back in hospital and his foot’s going to be amputated today. which means the mum has to go back and forth the hospital everyday this week and who knows how long, and the kids are in the hands of two incompetent maids at home, doing god knows what. and tomorrow, we’re sending back maid #2, which means maid #3 will be almost clueless with two kids at home.

five, the husband for being able to sleep carefree at night without having to think about maids, elders, money, health, etc etc etc, coz that’s what kept me awake last night!

so anyway, i’m afraid how all this ‘negative’ vibes would affect the baby and his/her subsequent personality.

will he/she be easily irritated like his/her mummy now, will he/she turn out to be a right grump?

i do think that the stress level increased the acidity in my stomach, thus the eruption at 1.30 in the morning (and again at 7.30 in the morning).

*burp*

:S

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