ok, i suppose i should be doing some updating by now.

well, there isn’t much else to say at this point, except that i STILL feel crappy, despite having supposedly crossed over to the second trimester. :S

constant stomach upset, the windy kind, sometimes i think it’s gastric but i’m not sure. i’ve tried gulping down ginger ale, mylanta syrup, gastric tablets and antacid (yuk!), hot tea… but nothing works!

i don’t think i’ll ever sufficiently describe this miserable feeling, so i’ll stop.

i’ve been thinking that i’ve squandered away the whole of ramadhan believing that i’ll get a boy, when deep deep inside i know i should have made supplications for a girl and say “insya allah” each time someone suggests or hopes it for me. i’m so stubborn, i know. once i have an idea in my head, it gets stuck.

i find myself going “how DO they get one boy one girl so easily??” everytime i see a couple with two kids, one of each gender. in fact, how DID my own parents do it??

i know i’ve said i wouldn’t mind another boy, but of course, which parent wouldn’t want a balance of both, yin and yang, in their lives?

i always thought we could ‘engineer’ these things, but i don’t think i managed to put the theories to practice. haha.

ok. that’s my thoughts for now.

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